For the first time since this project began i’ve had time to spare. Joulurauha (christmas peace) has come and gone and the breeze is flapping on the hammock.
A few days ago i had a nightmare. I’ve had one nightmare like this before and its not the usual kind. This was a nightmare where one of my childhood deamons was shunned from my life.
In the other likewise dream i had a few years back i actually shot one of my deamons, and since then that fear, that idea has never come back. The next day an old injury opened up from my pelvis/lower back and started the healing process. The pain has also never come back 🙂
This time the dream was very biblical. An angel wrapped me in her arms to protect me and shouted, ‘get the #$/& away from this one and never comeback. If you come back i’ll kick your ass!!’. And the deamon just walked away 🙂
This time a 15y old injury in the middle of my spine opened up and i can feel the healing process has begun. 5 years i’ve been trying to fix it in many different ways and finally!
I guess this is part of the tuk tuk process. I can feel my body preparing for a 3 month journey in a tuk tuk and i’m glad its doing it!
Oh, it’s time for tea! Out of the hammock and to the cooker. Internet’s a bit difficult here so if you don’t hear from us before, HAPPY NEW YEAR!